what a life i have lived i have seen aliens, ufo's,boogie men, angels, and visions of the future. i'm scared of what i see i never tell because it's almost unbelievable, don't kill the messanger comes to mind. i feel lost at the moment. when will i be ready God. urgency is in my heart but not as like the past few years. time is almost up i need prayer because it helps me the most. i've read the bible 1 1/2 times to try understand it helped me considerable. i know God exists, he sent an angel to me when i was 4 years old. he told me Jesus was real before i knew he even existed, the angel explained things to me he said a vail will be lifted from my eyes if i accepted. it has been true what he told me i lived life knowing certain things were out there but i kept quiet till now. God has watched over me like he promised, but for now i must do as he requests. am i crazy passes through my mind but how can someone beside me see the same entity(demons) i am not crazy with most encounters i was with someone they had no explaination but i knew what they were. as for ufo's the are demons desguising themselfs as objects we a people want to see, it's not new what they do. if your enemy knows all weaknesses he will use them against you. why im writing this is to show God still exists. i just needed to get this out of my system it has been in my heart for awhile. Jesus watch over us all who you have chosen.amen
everyday i see Gods fogiveness from him . why i dont know, do i deserve it? i need a good change in my life so if ya see this, plz pray i get that change.
working happy got to see my son . makeing progress with my ex she is finally trusting me with our son and stuff . still slow at getting stuff but im working hard for everything i get so it all adds up. miss this place and all me friends here GBU all who read
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I Started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely and complete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me
Now.. I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm livin for the only thing I know
I'm running here and crashing
Where to go?
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hangning by a moment here with you
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to fly
There is nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else..
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I Started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm livin for the only thing I know
I'm running here and crashing
Where to go?
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hangning by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment..
Hanging by a moment...
Hanging by a moment here with you..
