I feel like I’m drowning but there’s no one there to save me, sometimes I feel I can barely breath but I’m always brought back to life. It’s not easy to explain but I haven’t always felt this way, now it’s like I’m free falling only I don’t know how to land.
The well of emotion keeps getting deeper as I get closer to the edge treading isn’t an option, I’m falling to the bottom slowly screaming for help as I try to hold on no one hears me crying out. I’m losing myself in a false reality that no one seems to understand, all I know is I can’t live like this for ever.
A world I thought I knew is slowly fading into nothingness as darkness falls my tears become dust letting the world see that deep down I really do have feelings, that I’m just not a toy that they can play with that my life isn’t as perfect as they think it is.
Withering branches on a weeping willow hang as the rain pours causing them to sag until the leaves fall to the ground leaving nothingness a bear tree with no one to take care of it no way of survival, when spring comes it slowly blooms back into life bringing new feelings to the world around it.
Rain drops hit the ground as tears fall from a child’s eyes as she rocks back and forth wondering why she was put here questioning everything her curiosity is killing her inside as she seeks out the answers to questions she’s had her entire life, she closes her eyes wishing those questions would fade with the reality that she’s living a false dream of someday being someone people look up to.
Invisible to the world her emotions causing her heart to break as she falls in love for the 1st time wishing she could be held by that person wondering when she’ll walk down the aisle, say two words she thought she’d never say in a million years bringing her back to a reality that maybe the world isn’t so bad after all. A feeling of emptiness slowly disappearing as she comes to the conclusion that no matter what people love her for who she is inside not outside.
My name's Danielle I'm twenty four years old happily engaged to a wonderful man, Um there isn't really a whole lot to say cause well I'm never good with the about myself or the introduction half of anything for that matter so this maybe lame I'm sure but it's short and to the point Enjoy. I'll post some of my writings soon my poems etc, comments are welcome constructive etc I'll take all advice at face value cause it's wait I do. Ya don't like my stuff or if ya don't like then that's your problem there enough said the end.
